January 2010
Happy- NeverShoutNever!
please smile. when you smile, it makes me smile. I’m sorry I’m such a bitch and that I hurt you but I like it when your happy. and you’re so much better of without me, but it’s getting harder and harder to say no. remember when we’d stay up late and talk all night? remember when you drove out at midnight and took me to go eat ice cream? do you remember when we sat...
Not strong enough
There’s so much that you could be, so much that you could do with your life. I’m going no where and i’m not bringing you down with me. So don’t tell me you love me, don’t tell me you miss me, don’t tell me that you’d wait for me, and DON’T tell me that you’d do anything for me. You ask me what i want, but i’m scared of what i want. I...
what if...
if you knew that you can’t have something, would you still want to get as close as possible as you can, despite the fact that you know you’ll never be able to obtain it? I imagine that it would just hurt more being within such close contact and never being able to reach out and grab it. but it hurts so much to let this dream of mine go.
secret #7: i’m so scared of how you...
I'm the kind of girl who has nothing interesting...
I can’t love myself, no matter how hard I try.
please don't.
we already broke up. I’m trying to get over you, can’t you see? so please stop telling me I’m beautiful, that I’m special, that you love me. you deserve so much more than this, and I really can’t forget you when you look at me like that. I really hope you never find me here, cause I’m afraid of what you’ll think when the truth comes out.
secret #6: Im...
horriblehorriblehorrible...
I was in your arms one more time last night andit felt right. we were so close I could smell you on my skin. you were there with me and it felt so right. but the only thing I could think of was how much I wished you would leave. I’d rather you not be here because i’d rather feel the dissapointment each and every day rather than wondering about tomorrow.
secret #5: I lied. I...
“true rebels, like true lovers, are few and far between”
– (via heartsstandstill)
That night
You told me that you love me but i didn’t believe you. You told me that you’d always be there for me and i didn’t believe you. You told me that you’d never let me fall and i didn’t believe you. You told me that i am beautiful but i didn’t believe you. You told me that i am special and i didn’t believe you. You told me that i will grow to lead an...
3 tags
“remember, if a boy sweeps you off your feet, he’s in the perfect position...”
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moving on
aren’t friends people that stick with you through thick and thin? then I guess I never had any. I surround myself with people that make me laugh, that I can hang out with. but when the day ends, I guess I’m still alone. on the bright side, there’s a nice consistancy to it. but guess what? I DONT need you. I am strong. I am independent. I am a woman. I can do anything. …but...
She laid her heart and soul right in your hands...
lifeisuntitled:
wordsoflove:
“I’m 15 and invincible, ‘cause a lil bird on my shoulder told me,...”
love is the answer
that’s what everyone is saying. love is the answer, love is the movement, love is. but it isn’t. love is a conspiracy thought up by Disney so that little girls will have something to look forward to growing up. but really, is there suchthing as love? I though I loved once, but I guess it meant nothing. if love is the answer, could you please repeat the question?
secret #2: you told...
“you say that I’m a dreamer, but I’m not only one. I hope that...”
– me:)
I’ve always wanted a blog. I just figured no one would ever want to read it, so I never made one. I saw this while reading postsecret, so I figured, at least I can get it all out.
I’m leading a double life. for my parents, I am the studious and Christ-following little girl, but with my friends, I love to drink, smoke and party it up. I feel like there’s so much in life that I...